Why ask why?

I found my camera.

It was in a plastic bowl.

On my dresser.

Under a scarf.

I'm sure I put it there.

Why?

That's an unanswerable question.

Why haven't I been blogging?

I haven't really felt like it.

Since I can move now and mostly pain free at that, my need to travel in the internets has lessened greatly.

Seriously.

I haven't been checking email, blogs, facebook or randomly searching/losing myself online for weeks.

Forgive me if you feel like it.

I doubt that I'll be the frequent blogger that I was.

Not for awhile at least.

I'm too busy living.

FINALLY!

Yeah it's Thursday

I feel much less pain.

I am mobile and upright and moving pretty comfortably for the first time in weeks.

Unfortunately I am also awake.

Swollen like a tick on a vein.

Peeing like a racehorse.

Moody.

Hyper.

Tired.

Sweaty.

I'll be off these meds in a few days.

We'll see how it goes from there.

Oh, I decided I like my slightly smaller nose ring over the sparkly stud.

I'd show you but...

Still no camera.

;)

Monday Monday...

Yesterday I clipped the dogs toenails.

Today I clipped the cats toenails.

I think I might do mine too and, heck, since I think I can bend over a little I might even try for a mini pedicure.

Darn it, it's raining and I'll end up wearing my rain boots and no one will get to see my lovely tootsies.

Then again tomorrow looks like it might be a flip flop kind of day, or maybe even a day for some real sexy sandal action.

What to do, what to do?

Dilemmas.

If this is the biggest drama of my day I'm set.

PS Still no camera. I wonder what ate it?

Let's try something different.

So we're going to try a little prednisone and see if it will reduce the swelling a little.

I'm game.

As long as I don't bulk up like a hippopotamus or go bonkers it's worth a try.

MRI to see how things are going.

Huge possibility of surgery.

Last night was the pity party.

I was the only one invited.

Today though is good.

Mostly.

Oops.

The water's running.

Gotta go.

Happy Fuckin' Friday!

Aziz! Light!

I need a light behind or beside my chair so I can work.

I could move a spare but it is a spare because it has no shade.

I do not want to buy a shade.

I want to sit and knit thank you very much.

While I watch Red vs Blue.

The MEGA BUNDLE with every single episode and extras.

Which Big Daddy D ordered.

It has been shipped.

It has not arrived.

Until then...

Aziz! Light!

Fucking Friday rears it's ugly head again

So since it's Fucking Friday I of course decided it was high time(after whining to Mommy and Sissy for four, yes that's 4, hours) to see another Dr about my back.

And of course since it's Fucking Friday and after 4:30pm the office is closed until Monday am. I am free to call 911 or go the the emergency room if I so desire, otherwise just call back during regular office hours.

It is so a Fucking Friday.

I can even say this (you know-cause it IS Fucking Friday and all)

"FUCK FUCKITY FUCK FUCK FUCK"!

rANDOM tUESDAY

Mistakes happen, accept it and move on.

Wash your hands before you leave the thrift store-especially if you can't remember to put BIODEGRADABLE wipes in the car.

Sometimes cats are really loud and demanding.

Sometimes dogs are too.

I dream of knitting and crocheting.

I dream of feeding hedgehogs with tiny bottles.

It is quite cold and rainy today.

Pain is exhausting.

I love mint mojito gum and buy a pack every time I see it for sale.

I'm hungry.

Finding a chair that doesn't want to kill me is going to be a job.

I'm hungry.

Wait I already said that.

I love lying in bed when I've just woken up because for those few minutes I can pretend that everything is fine and the world and my back are at peace.

Since it's raining I need to change out of these flip flops.

tHE eND